This is me…

This is me trying not to reach out to you… fighting with myself with the urge to tell you about my day.. To know about yours .

This is me overthinking about about all you said and unsaid..

This is me thinking I’m disturbing you… I have become a burden to you..

This is me thinking about every touch , every moment we spend..

This is me missing you every second..

This is me trying to free you from my burden…

This is me trying to handle my emotions…….

This is me trying to accept the truth..

This is me picking up pieces of my me..my love..my dreams…

This is me fail again by trying not to bother you…not to trouble you…

This is me who is still standing with hope everything will fall back in place..

This is me who will love you with all my heart……

This is me learning to accept the grief…